I'm Leslie

2:14am 1-1-2010 the day i found back my self , the one who alwas gao gao zan , dun care about people , dun care anything! i'm try so hard to be a good man , but i fail to do so , i born to be a fucker...when people look at me they think i'm sohai , people look at me feel i'm lanci , people look at me tot i'm play boy , but what they really know about me?just bull shit!!! i'm born to be inherit my talent...

just come back from yim teh with some puchong kaki , drink some beer , eat some rice , drive some car , until now on some line...and finally write some blog. in this pass 6 month i try to be a good man , but no people will know , is so fucking tired to have argument with u alwas...is all my fault...i dunno how to be a people bf , in the previous i'm just a sozai...i try to learn , but u cry.

should i let u go?u are my best gf ever!but u alwas sad...i make u sad , i know i'm lazy , no heart , not romantic...but i do to try , sometime really just very simple thing , i take it as nth , but the view from us is different , u see it so important...small thing , but fighting...i scared to see u cry , u make me feel i'm a ass hole who alwas bully u.

i'm very tired , tired of how to full fill ur request , full fill the resposible to be a bf...untill now i'm not yet rdy to be a 100% bf , sorry i alwas fail you...that y i'm thinking to let u go , u are not happy with me , but i still love u...i love u so much...u keep asking me the question , u ask me izzit wan u to leave u , izzit i'm serious...wjat u expect from my answer?i love u, of i course i dun hope to let u walk away from my life , but u alwas cry , sad...because of me...i tired to see that , if u find a better 1 , just kick me out...i understand.

the new year of 1-1-2010....2:26am now...i'm still alive....i will turn on my turbo for my aducation now!

My Internship Company

After so long applying company for my internship , finally i get one...whice is citibank~~hoho...during interview that time i feel abit dissapoint when they told me i only will handle for database maintaiance and also server , but i still make my mind to join this company because of my friend virus advice , and i believe in a real life enviroment technical skill is important but also the soft skill , he told me that in a company like citibank...i can improve my english and bla bla bla...beside the techinal skill , and i also think that is right...if this is really a bad company , also never mind i just a intern...6 month the fly , yes maybe i will learn nth in technical skill , but i learn other thing..and i think it worth!!! 6 month is a life , is just a small small amount...i still got other chance to learn many thing in my life..i think it like this hoho..

Beside that in the future i think people will look at ur intership company following by the job they assgin to you , if u work in a multinational company...i think will help in the future..rather then some local company , event u learn alot inside...last 2 day i when for citibank again to collect my offer letter during the brifing i only knew that i will be assign to "Country Business Information Security" department...yes i only maintain database , but all the data i contact with is top secret data , they ask me to sign for a document that promise i will not tell anyone....wooow , in this moment i feel i found a right company , maintain database sound easy...but with different security level database i really never try b4 , is a good chance for me to test test , how security is bank database...wakakaka...and also to see some secret bank information.

below here is the building i will work in...level 44 if not mistaken

now 3.26am mid night...just finish finalize my DSA task 2....2morow will continue with database task 2....haiz very busy...

but...i'm still alive~~~

Miss ur smell~~XD

Miss ur stupid face
Miss ur nice smell
Miss ur hand
Miss ur hair
Miss ur ass
Miss ur smile
Miss ur sound
Miss ur eye
Miss ur everything~

Home~

First need to thx to big boss virus to fecth me home la , long time dint tumpang his car d hehe...."sap ha sap ha" also know him more then 2 year d...still remember the first time we meet is in diploma year 1 , now??~~old d luuuu

Feel good have 3 days holidays....can study for my midterm , but b4 that mean today la~i must go play gao gao first...buy movie ticket on9 and watch the ninja later...nth special i'm alwas alone..i hate those thing but got people keep do it..she really make me remind alot from my first gf...suck de gf lo

listen that song again BOOM BOOM BOOM hoho , recently i really addicted to this song...make me no strees , forget everything...everything...i really no energy to diu other thing la...alwas give me lan jiao problem , say me this la that la...dun wan to fuck u at all la...say wat u like la..cin lan cai la...do wat u like la

today my plan , no gf...only friend , i wan go ROCK tonight...N year dint go club..i wan to SMOKE , DRINK , DANCE bla bla bla....my last day ...must enjoy gao gao , then 2morow start my mission...3.75 for 14k i wan la hoho..

back home..5:37PM..i'm still alive~

Blood Donation In College

Today 25/11/2009 is my 6th time to donate my blood in my college , let 1 cb lj sh people ffk..dky lou gao!

as usual go to the college hall do some procedure and then start to donate , god damn it..i tot i seat at the chair that donate blood will be fast to my turn and start to donate...who knows i seat at there until my ass also starting to feel pain also no 1 GOD DAMN PIG to take my blood!!!

dulan dao~~~finally after 1 HOUR!!! the pig come to "chap" me , and i start bleeding...try to call some VIP when i waiting for the pig come "CHAP" me , but too bad that person dun wanna diu gao me also...haiz..who also know i hate people dun pick up my phone , but who knows...still got people wan to do it , and MANY TIME in MANY DAY...really DNS.

Finally back to home , the first thing i do is open the max sound for my 5.1 creative speaker to BOOM the house , feel abit relax hoho...i need some polution~~~some body pls help me...

7:24PM now...others all go to dinner , i'm still alive...

Strees

1:10Am now...can't sleep , recently very strees...strees until musterbation time also dun have....i miss my diploma life , but time can't go return to previous...so wat else i can do?accept it...
honestly very hate my advance diploma life...but soon it will finish...no sub can KO me , i will KO all of the sub.

Last few day call my mum and try to play play with her , make her feel some secret about me...but OMG wat she ask me is.."oui izzit u make ur gf got baby d , not dare to tell me ar" walao ei!!! i really za dou...but very funny la hehe...

listing now a old song BOOM BOOM BOOM , this is my childhood rock song , i remember it my cousin on it very loud when i was a kid around 7 year old...now i listen back this song everything is change...my cousin also got 2 son d haha , and me??? 21 year old..already 14 year pass ... but i still like this song.

plan to going to donate my dirty blood 2morow , but can't sleeo now...i feel i have too many thing not yet done , but dun have the energy to done it....LAZY..today just finish my OS mid term still ok la...wont die.

Looking back this few year , i feel the time really pass very fast from a sozai diploma first year until now 21 year old...advance diploma , i had go thru alot thing...many many thing..including friendship,love,study,and bla bla bla...the most happy seassion for me in TARC is when the first year first sem , i have gang of friend from puchong come to study together with me , and stay together in the same unit...total around 7-8 of them...but end up..only me and hs able to proceed and others all gone...hs went to kampar...the house leave me alone lonely.

Sometime dinner alone , watching movie alone in home...i really feel very dissapoint , how come me Leslie Lip got so many friend last time , but end up until today like this. I miss the old time we watch scary movie together,dinner together,gambling together...but it all gone..some of them are go to oversea , back puchong also feel alone...new friend???true friend is not so easy to find , hi bye friend i have to many.

My internship is coming also , hope got some changes during that period...try to looking for some big name company,i dun care about the salary i just wan big name...i had apply the company PANASONIC and cyber jaya...but the email just like the shit go to the toilet bow and flash it and never come back...so sad.

I'm holding a CGPA 3.5 now , is a good thing and is a bad thing also...good to look at it feel happy XD , but bad is ...this 3.5 really give me alot presure...i must do no mistake in my final for this sem to maintain this cb 3.5...but i know i can do it. i need some presure to perform sometime.

now is week 8 1:24AM in the morning....all my friend had gone , but i'm still alive~~

没部落各的一个月

After so long dint update my blog , finally got some mood to write something...hehe. Time pass very fast , already week 7 but my mine still blank , dunno wtf i study at all this sem...sien. Assignment group is the same with last time , means same problem...sometime we really cannot stuck in own situation , dun expect people will help u , dun expect people got the resposible to take care of u , we are not kids anymore u must learn how to deal with ur own problem...people help u is a gift , if people did not , is a fact...dun blame.

5 month with my clarice mei mei , u let me feel warm , let me feel save , let me feel everything...b4 together with u , i'm just a sozai...alwas think that love is lapsap , useless...but now u let me understand wat is the meaning of love , i really love u more and more each day.

2012 this movie , i watch it with my girl last few days , this movie not bad...we should learn something from this movie , protect our planet...use the 3R pls haha.

today is 16 november 2009...i'm still alive...

Bye Rave~

Time really pass very fast , 2 and a half year the college life walk together with rave...now he is going to move back to his brother house , feel abit dissapoint another friend going to leave me...in this 2 year we had alot of fun , playing stupid game in the house , gambling all the time , alwas call MCD together...i believe after u leave this house i will not calling MCD anymore no kaki anymore...all my friend just 1 by 1 walk out of my life...after rave gone this unit leave me alone~i'm the only one who stay from the begining till now...others all gone. Wish u all the best in the future rave , and good luck in ur DB haha...

WAKAKAKAKA!!!!

Officialy 21 years old now

I was sleeping in my room...sudently some one hit my ass to wake me up , of cos i get shock laaaa...after that follow by gang of people with a cake on small love hand , then i know what happen...thx for doing this to me...thank you for Gorila,xp,small love,sk,lucus,jenny,andrew,keong and MIB. Those photo i really still look blur~~~

my birthday simple , but i like that...this year birthday is very special for me , cos i'm not alone...i got u hei hei~~

Result Out On my 21st birthday~

Yesterday 16/10/2009 is the day my result will be release...wake up in the morning to check the result b4 i get to class,i get total 14 A and 6 B in my last sem final exam and also my practical grade, i should be very happy for this, but honestly i dint feel anything....but i fell dissapoint, once again there is something happen agaian between me and him...bad news, really make my mood down, i wan to say this very long time ago, that is "FUCK U ASS HOLE"...

5 days later is my 21st birthday...follow my plan should have a party for my birthday right now...i mean today saterday 17/10/2009 but thing just can't go well...once again i wan to say this "FUCK U ASS HOLE"...u make me trap inside something that i no need to suffer and think, u spoil all my mood, u spoil my life...i got 14 A, but what i get??? one more time "FUCK U ASS HOLE"...

What i get today is all belongs to me, u have done nth to me at all ass hole...continue to stay inside ur fucking world, i will get the hell out of this "HOME"...i still got my girl, my friend....thank you for support...thx for the help, i will remember until the day i die...THX to my friend...i will try to get a better result on this sem.